DUDE!

Okay scratch all that, apparently were good? What the hell! I'm so flipen confused right now!

Holy Crap!
This is ridiculous, nothing happened. Well something did but it didnt mean anything! Now hes cut, hes my bestfriend and i love him to death. But i told no one, i didnt know he would wanna know or even care about this kind of stuff. If i did i wouldve told him everything. I'm scared, his basically like a brother and has been for ages now, but i wouldve told him what happened if it mattered! But it didnt mattter! I'm scared, i'm worried, i'm sorry! I LOVE YOU AND TRUST YOU WITH EVERYTHING! please just forgive me. please

Its about time!

Finally after all this, your beginning to grow up and open up! You never use to tell me anything. These holidays did you good i guess, youve learnt what you have to do in order to keep your friends. And they might stick around now, now that your not a heartless bitch. I didnt wanna not be friends but at one stage i didnt think i could be cause you turned into a generally bad person and i didnt like it! Not many people did, it was heartbraking but also eye-opening. Because everyone could see the type of person you obviously have always wanted to be. Now you've changed for the better and im happy maybe this time you'll stick around and be my friend. And not change into the person you were becoming again, well thats what im hoping!