Winter is deffinatley coming! I'm currently in my bed, listening to the rain and Mayday Parade and on facebook. Inbetween all this im watching a little Gossip Girl, and honestly i couldnt be happier!
I LOVE WINTER ♥

Oh how i love one tree hill ♥

Happy Easter!

You confuse me, you really do. Not only are you a friend, but your a liar, your a hypocrite and your a bitch. Summarises you perfectly, i've known you a long time but these days i feel as though i hardly know you at all. Its confusing to even be your friend anymore, there are always some type of strings that are attached. I wish there wasnt, but believe me there is plenty! Its hard to know how your feeling towards other people. Its like one minute you can hate someone yet the next you are their bestfriend. I dont know how this works but in your world it works pretty damn smoothly. For all i know this could just be an act, but for all i know you could hate me. It kills me inside to think like this but this is reality. This is fact, not fiction. This is life. And right now my life is confused with fact and fiction. Yeah i know i have to face it that not everyone likes me, but i was hoping that i could be set on the idea that all my 'friends' do. You make my life right now a living hell. Just give me some sort of clarification, i just need something that can reassure me.

I know, its been a while.
I just wanted to recognize this song because it is possibly the best song out right now, well in my opinion.
Listen to it :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dyYWCUUnJU0
(L!)

DUDE!

Okay scratch all that, apparently were good? What the hell! I'm so flipen confused right now!

Holy Crap!
This is ridiculous, nothing happened. Well something did but it didnt mean anything! Now hes cut, hes my bestfriend and i love him to death. But i told no one, i didnt know he would wanna know or even care about this kind of stuff. If i did i wouldve told him everything. I'm scared, his basically like a brother and has been for ages now, but i wouldve told him what happened if it mattered! But it didnt mattter! I'm scared, i'm worried, i'm sorry! I LOVE YOU AND TRUST YOU WITH EVERYTHING! please just forgive me. please